i should've stayed in san francisco
i'm fucked up wherever i go
i hurt everyone who touches me
i'm nothing, i'm nothing, i'm nothing
and you deserve something good

CHORUS:
you could be happy (but not with me)
you'll make shit happen (but not with me)
i bet someday you'll fall in love
but not with me, but not with me

i'm a one woman pity party
so i'll always be the may queen
i hurt everyone who tries to care
i'm unfair, i'm unfair, i'm unfair
and you deserve someone sweet

REPEAT CHORUS

i'd sooner rip you apart
then let you have my heart
but we lie straight through our teeth
wolves with sheep underneath
if i ever let down my guard
will you overlook my scars?
i keep trying to be a better friend
we've got ripped seems to mend
i should've stayed in san francisco
i ruin lives wherever i go

you'll be so happy with someone else
i'll make shit happen with my music
i know someday you'll find true love
while my heart is covered in bruises

i'm sorry, i never meant to do this

you ghosted without warning
did you ever do anything for me?
i made us breakfast in the morning
why would you ever ignore me?
is it because she was boring?

CHORUS:
you're an irritation
a complication
the one i'm happy got away
don't need a girlfriend
a lame kylo ren
you think you're deeper than you are
yeah, you barely left a scar

we used to all fall in bed
i fucked her while giving you head
so good, did you think i'd forget?
she smoked both our cigarettes
you left a trio to duet

REPEAT CHORUS

you don't want me to hate you
like i don't get off when i degrade you
it just feels better to shade you
remix this song and maybe i'll date you
spoken: i mean, if you bring a hot girl too

REPEAT CHORUS

i'm too sad to be convenient
my feelings flip within a minute
you want someone pretty and funny
not a girl who screams
YOU'LL NEVER LOVE ME
not a girl who means
I'LL NEVER LOVE ME

chorus:
to all the boys i've loathed before
i loathe myself even more
to all the girls i've loathed before
i loathe myself even more
just in case you're keeping score

is it easy to fake confidence?
i'll give you a night of dominance
you want someone sexy and cunning
not a girl who screams
YOU'LL NEVER LOVE ME
not a girl who means
I'LL NEVER LOVE ME

REPEAT CHORUS

oh how cute
another song about self-loathing
i've got more of these than all black clothing
dress me up in something brighter
i'll flick a flame from my lighter
set fire to the past
i never let good things last

REPEAT CHORUS

hold my hand, set the pace
faster we accelerate
like ramona through subspace
lipstick and rollerskates

CHORUS:
meet you at the rink
six thirty session
buy me cotton candy
you're a new obsession
send me rolling off
in a new direction

we loop around again
faster so we build suspense
talking shit to that kid's friend
it's all in self-defense

repeat CHORUS

is this a race?
cut to the chase
bracelets glowing
good times rolling
should we go to your place?
lipstick and rollerskates

repeat CHORUS

you've got bones i wanna crush
tender ribs for me to hug
bruises left on softest skin
i'll kiss where my hands have been
and you, you'll wanna kiss back
you say we'll get stuck, oh, we'll never stop
but you're alright with that, you're alright with that

CHORUS:
i said,
"i think we can call it a kissback loop."
yeah, you kiss me then i kiss you
we start and then we just can't stop
kiss me! kiss you! kiss me! kiss you!
call it, call it, call it a kissback loop

we're going to a movie
you know just how to woo me
portals to hell opened up
hit me with satanic fluff
and i, i'll wanna hold hands
you say you're so soft, i knock off your socks
but you're alright with that, you're alright with that

REPEAT CHORUS

if god is a russian blogger
i'm really not that bothered
i bet hell's better than california
punishment is just propaganda
and i really need to warn ya
i'm dragging you down, dragging you down
and we're never gonna stop

REPEAT CHORUS