THINGS TO GET OFF MY CHEST

you said we’ll never be anything
you’re too busy lusting for suffering
you want a girl to make you bleed
to make you scream and leave
then hit repeat
then hit repeat

fuck you, i’m so sick of everything
no, we’ll never be anything
you only like it when it hurts
but i’m the only one who hurts
and that’s not enough to keep you close
i regret every truth i spoke
it only makes this worse
wish i could like the way this hurts
but i don’t

maybe i should just quit therapy
hey, then you might be into me
you don’t want love, you want misery
you want bullshit then recovery
then hit repeat
then hit repeat

fuck you, i’m so sick of everything
no, we’ll never be anything
you only like it when it hurts
but i’m the only one who hurts
and that’s not enough to keep you close
i regret every truth i spoke
it only makes this worse
wish i could like the way this hurts
but i don’t

you only like it when it hurts
but i’m the only one who hurts
oh, this feels so much worse
wish i could like the way this hurts
but i don’t