SHAKY

he left me hanging, dangling on a maybe
oh i took it harder than expected
wondering if i meant it
or was it just some song i wrote
four chords as a goodbye note

then he said,
"you really do deserve a lot better than me...
i could place myself above him at least
but it's shaky."

he left me waiting and hating him daily
until he finally had something to say
on our fucking birthday
a reply to a song he heard
a text full of empty words

then he said,
"you really do deserve a lot better than me...
i could place myself above him at least
but it's shaky."

time to spill the tea
he wanted some guy more than me
ghosted harder than christina ricci

swirly mini breakdown here

if he's better than my ex
why is he the one who left?
it's shaky, it's shaky

music drops out to scream:
I COULD HAVE LOVED YOU BEST

oh, he said
"you really do deserve a lot better than me."
but i can't see it like that so easy
when we're shaky
so shaky
i can't let go
don't make me