PLEASE COME HOME

so alone, so isolated
avoiding mirrors, it’s complicated
is this who i am now?
what if forever’s overrated?
meant for someone else
no, not meant for me
am i losing myself?
it’s hard to breathe

and i’ve got
“if it makes you happy” on repeat
under covers, it’s bittersweet
it’s not fair to you, it’s not fair to us
i just don’t know if i know how
know how to keep this up

it’s not you, it’s all me
i’m treading water, i’m lost at sea
don’t know what i’m doing
or if we’re really meant to be
don’t feel like myself
but you’re who i need
am i someone else?
it’s hard to breathe

and i’ve got
“if it makes you happy” on repeat
under covers, it’s bittersweet
it’s not fair to you, it’s not fair to us
i just don’t know if i know how
know how to keep this up

but you make me happy
so it can’t be that bad
it’s just when you’re not here
i get so fucking sad

and i’ve got
“if it makes you happy” on repeat
under covers, it’s bittersweet
it’s not fair to you, it’s not fair to us
i just don’t know if i know how
know how to be alone