HELL KNOWS I'M MISERABLE NOW

i'm too sad to be convenient
my feelings flip within a minute
you want someone pretty and funny
not a girl who screams
YOU'LL NEVER LOVE ME
not a girl who means
I'LL NEVER LOVE ME

to all the boys i've loathed before
i loathe myself even more
to all the girls i've loathed before
i loathe myself even more
just in case you're keeping score

is it easy to fake confidence?
i'll give you a night of dominance
you want someone sexy and cunning
not a girl who screams
YOU'LL NEVER LOVE ME
not a girl who means
I'LL NEVER LOVE ME

to all the boys i've loathed before
i loathe myself even more
to all the girls i've loathed before
i loathe myself even more
just in case you're keeping score

oh how cute
another song about self-loathing
i've got more of these than all black clothing
dress me up in something brighter
i'll flick a flame from my lighter
set fire to the past
i never let good things last

to all the boys i've loathed before
i loathe myself even more
to all the girls i've loathed before
i loathe myself even more
just in case you're keeping score