CONSIDER IT A FAVOR

i push everyone away
then hate being so lonely
but consider it a favor
ever mom said "we can't save her"
be glad you got away from me
i'm nothing but a disease

is it self sabotage
if i do it for good reasons?
yeah, consider it a favor
short sentence for good behavior
be glad you got away from me
you deserve a quick release

i spent last summer
wearing his hoodie
hiding damage, hiding bandages
wishing i could be
me without the sadness
but it's in my blood
it's on my wrists
someday i'll move away
and finally get over it

oh, consider it a favor, baby
i'm not a girl worth saving

i spent last summer
wearing his hoodie
hiding damage, hiding bandages
wishing i could be
me without the sadness
but it's in my blood
it's on my wrists
someday i'll move away
and finally get over it